~Crucifer

Lately I think it's safe to say that I've been a little obsessed with Mötley Crüe, what with the plethora of CD tracks and videos I've been downloading thanks to LimeWire, and their new album... plus reading Nikki Sixx's "Heroin Diaries", and fixing to read "The Dirt", and the fact that, had my father had his way, I would have been named Nikki Sixx, well... It's only natural I guess to obsess over them. I did it when I read my last few books, "Choosing Death" and "Lords of Chaos".

It's just always interesting reading up on all of this, and regardless of the consequences, wishing you had it. The talent, the opportunity, the chance... The gift. I can write music, and I can obviously write lyrics, but... I haven't really had the chance to prove myself, really.

Musical projects just never get off the ground with me. I need to email Raven and Tawni tonight to see when they can both get together... fuck if it wasn't Tuesday already I'd see about doing something tomorrow since it would work within their schedules... But with any luck I'll be working out in the Milwaukie area which shouldn't be too far from their places of residence. Beaverton and Tigard. Woot...

Power Metal, plus Otep, mixed with a volatile blend of blackened death grind... I'm still wondering what this will sound like... Really wondering. I want this off the ground, but... fuck man, I just don't know...